Three Words

I'm better than this
I don't deserve this pain
What good will it do me
Except leave an awful stain
A mark on my heart
That will never go away
Because of three words I said to you
Before you went astray
The words I love you
They sting until the end
Put a hole in my heart
That's impossible to mend
So go on now, don't you worry about me
I'll make it in this world
And one day you'll see
That you shouldn't have let me go
You should have held me tight
Because when your all alone
You will regain your sight
You'll realize what you had
And what will never be again
All because of three words
That sting until the very end
-JB

Restless Thoughts

Trying to sleep but it eludes me
Wishing you could see what I see
Thinking of times gone by
Looking at the endless sky
Drifting now into the darkness
Imagination becoming restless
What is this a unicorn
Or a mother starting to mourn
A dragon, an elephant or is it a slug
O no! I dropped my mug
My mind is going crazy I don't know where I am
Colors, circles, sprinkles, swirling
And then bam!
I'm awake
For my own sake
Back to reality
Until my eye lids close and I see...You
-JB
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Who I am...

At 5th quarter last week the speaker asked a very important question, "Who are you? Fill in the blank, I am______." So I have given this a lot of thought the past week, I do that a lot by the way, I'm a thinker, and this is what I have came up with so far... I am a Christian, I am silly, easy going, weird, not a fighter (nor am I in the least bit scary), odd, emotional, sensitive, different, happy, defensive/protective (mostly over my friends, family, or something I feel strongly about), clingy, clumsy, slow (not while driving lol), impatient, determined, faithful, brutally honest at times, clean (some say OCD lol), my attention span is very short, caring, concerned, I worry and stress over things a lot (even the little things, even if they don't directly apply to me or my life), picky (about food, clothes, etc.), habitual, friendly, loving, guarded, impulsive, nosy, a dreamer, pouty at times, hateful when I get woken up, thoughtful, stubborn, I make mistakes, and I'm far from perfect... There are prolly many more words to describe who I am, if any of you think of any you can let me know haha. For me to make a complete list would take half of eternity but you get the jist of it. I'm not going to pretend to be someone I'm not, and I'm not going to change for anyone. I am who I am and if you don't like me I'm sorry, but you can take me for who I am or let me go, either way I'll prolly love ya just the same, its who I am, who God made me to be, I am saved by His grace, and in His eyes I am made perfect : D